So I met this girl. She's 2 years younger than me. Less experienced, really sweet. Easily an 8.

I've never been on a second date becaus Ive allways felt disconnected from all the women I've ever met in my life. ONS or day 2 fucks have been my thing ever since I hit puberty.

But I just went on a second date yesterday with this girl. I can feel how she radiates a femenine and happy vibe. When I saw her waiting on me yesterday and I caught her eye I could feel all the tention release with a deep sigh from her. The nervousness from her just disapeared as I hugged her and lifted her from the ground.

I've never begun to feel this way. My mind just goes blank when I look in to her eyes. We sat next to eachother in a booth on a relaxed restaurant, I held my hand inches away from her pussy on her inner thigh the entire time, while she helds both her arms around my bicep.

Great kisser.

Her eyes tinder as starclear night when I look in to them. Deep green colour. Quater Italian.

Im not old enough for this shit. And Im not really thinking about going in to a LTR for atleast 5 years.

Ill keep seing her, becaus I like it. But Ill keep seing other women too. (I hope) Since I just had a ONS pull from a nightclub the night before.

Still, a small part of me feels as though she'd get mad at me if she found out. And why do I have the feeling that I dont want to loose her?

Yea, Im starting to feel what oneities feels like for the first time in my life. Atleast I knew about it before I felt it! Any tips on how to play this? Thanks.