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So after slowly restructuring my life for the past 2 years im for the first time in my life starting to date. For some reason I was too ashamed to openly approach girls and tell them what I want my whole life. I focused 2 years in building my career, my personality, my skills, hobbies and body and its positively surprising in which way women's reactions change if you have personal assets to work with.

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**In short:**

- 10 days ago I had fun at a club. Smiled at a girl, she smiled back. I approached her, gave her my number, told her to text me and left.

- She texted me couple of days later. I told her i wanna see her again and we dated at a bar.

- Date went really good. She was kinda submissive and nervous, we laughed a lot and often just had eye contact and smiled at each other for seconds when we had nothing to say. Date ended with a long and intense hug from her side. I wanted to schedule a second date but she was away over the weekend so we agreed we gonna schedule by text.

- 3 days later she texted me and asked how weekend went and bla. We wrote some small talk blabla. (I maybe shouldn't have). I ended with asking her about her plans for wednesday evening. She didn't reply ever since. Which is a kinda weird sudden silence. Was she fishing for validation only?

- This drives me crazy. I mean why the fuck would she do that. Is this some kind of power move test? The date went super well. She obviously was into me, she then she broke silence by texting me first and now she pulls back with silence. Where is this behaviour to be classified?

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- I think shes getting into my head too much. I went into the date with 0 expectations. I choosed her somehow randomly and she didnt look that good on her Whatspp. But when I met her she checked every point on my list. She is a wow to me and I want her.

- Also im kinda on a 7day streak and super pumped with energy, doesnt make it easier.

- I will try to get another date up with another girl for this week via tinder. Alternatively if she declines or doesn't answer by wednesday ill go to a bar and try some "reckless" approaches just to do sth with that energy.

- I went out with two cute girls at the weekend. I could swap out my profile pic with a pic of us three to tease her but I feel like that's a dick move. Is it, or is this the beta in me talking?

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Do you have any further tips how to practice abundance and get her out of my head?