How do you learn how to have a fire/drive within? For most of my life I've been pretty chill and struggled with staying motivated. I've tried things like writing down goals, taking action, re-reading plans, etc. but nothing really compells me to push myself in life. There was a short period when I was 19 when had a strong "fuck everyone" attitude and I was constantly pushing myself but that only lasted a few months and it never came back.

I know there are DEFINITELY a lot of things I could work on and how my life can be better but I'm just too lazy to do anything about it. Any tips?