Another one of those should I get back together with my ex posts. I know. However, I have to say, losing her was the BEST thing to happen to me as I learned TRP. She was the prettiest girl to date I've dated.

tl;dr. Started alpha, sex was amazing. After honeymoon stage, became more beta. Started playing too much video games and not getting enough sleep. Not working out or eating right. Started to have ED issues as result. I didn't want to have sex so it dropped to like 4 times in a month. When I finally couldn't get it hard for her she broke up with me the next week. (length of relationship ~1 year)

Before I met her I hooked up with a few rando's and was masterbating very frequently. I had porn induced ED as I needed a girl with perfect DD boobs and face. A real life girl would never compare to that fantasy. Keep in mind this girl is a solid 8 and the prettiest girl I have ever been with. We started dating and I was alpha and interesting. In order to combat the porn induced ED, I took L-Arginine before we had sex. Worked like a charm. I honestly believe I was probably the most complete package (by beta bux standards) that she has ever been with. Sex was absolutely amazing and she told me many time she has never cum like that. She wanted me to meet her parents first, she told me she loved me first. Textbook she wanted to be with me.

Fast forward, after honeymoon stage, I started to get bored with her. I was playing lots of video games, getting zero sleep, not lifting or eating right. I was complaining about things and not taking the initiative and basically letting her guide me. Textbook beta behavior. Further I wanted to wane myself away from taking the L-Arginine since I always kept it in my pocket and took it before we had sex. Of course when I took myself off of it, I had trouble getting an erection. This probably happened 4 times throughout the relationship. Our sex was getting boring to the point the last month we had sex only once a week. I was being beta and when I finally couldn't get it up again, she dumped me the next week.

I cried before she broke up with me and I think my uncertainty really sealed the deal for her. I tried to get her back, for the next week to no avail. Nothing terrible but I texted her and tried to call her. She responded very minimally to my texts as expected. I think my crying already did enough damage. After this week of trying, I completely cut off contact. Its been about 2 months now since we last spoke. During this time I have lifted more, cleared my acne, and stopped masturbating (no fap challenge). i think my libido is back. I will be seeing her at a wedding for mutual friends in two weeks. Note this girl kept some of our pictures on FB for almost two months before finally removing them recently. I feel like she wasn't over me.

Since the problem was really she felt unattractive because of me not able to get it hard for her, would I be wrong to compliment her when I see her at the wedding to boost her self esteem a tad? Should I just play it cool and still let her chase me? If she doesn't chase should I try to initiate contact afterwards? I am really glad to have discovered TRP because of her and now I want to try to make TRP work with her considering I feel like my ED broke us up. I feel like she won't want to chase because she feels that I will have ED issues with her again and that soulcrushing for her self esteem. Thoughts?