I am a 20yo male, didnt have any father untill 15( now i have one, but he is beta af), and my mom was useless( never at home, never took me out of home). So I grew up almost isollated. 2 years ago I swallowed the pill, started lifting , working hard ,overcame isollation, got friends & girls. But on the inside I am completelly dead, I can only feel anger. People(usually girls) tell me I am emotionally broken, but I dont know how to solve this. Any tips on how to develop emotions and understand how to develop a emotional connection with someone(male or female)?