I pussyed out. For the last month I've been reading TRP and soaking things in. I'm starting to understand how things work and am being more productive. I've quit porn/masturbation, I clean the house everyday you know stuff that I usually wouldn't do prior to TRP I'm doing. The only thing is I'm still a bitch. TRP says eye contact is a very powerful tool when it comes to people, but I find myself breaking it almost instantly. With some people I am able to hold it for as long as I want I feel in control but when I go out things change. Today I went to the store to buy some stuff but also to see if I can put some of the TRP things to test. I made sure I looked good before I went out and left confident. It wasnt until i got to the store that everything changed. I felt rushed like a lost animal who just escaped the zoo. My frame was not there. I didnt feel like the lion i felt like a baby cub. After a bit I saw this really tall, thick, 8/10 and I held eye contact with her. Prior to this I was breaking eye contact with 5's and 6's but it was something about her that I decided to maintain eye contact. The eye contact was only broken because I kept walking straight, I made sure to see where she went and my gut told me to approach her but I didn't I pussyed out. I know i blew my frame and I've been trying to work on maintaining it but goddamn I feel like a bitch right now. From all the broken eye contact to not even approaching. The thing I want to ask about eye contact is that do you guys do it to everyone you walk by? What if you maintain it and dont break it and as an end result you end up in a fight. I feel very lost right now guys I could really use your help.