Thanks to everyone who took me to task early this week after I victim puked about my wife and I having a hard time. Despite all the reading and thinking and analyzing I had done, I was still not able to see my situation objectively when I made that post. So I read the comments quite a few times, and got a really good look at the covert contracts I had not identified and did a 180 on the way I was approaching things. Once I was able to internalize that I felt a huge weight lift off my shoulders.

I took my wife on a date tonight. We had a fairly typical Saturday with the kids, and per MMSL I added just a touch of Dominance by slapping her ass hard while flirting with her. That definitely flipped a switch. I took her to out after dinner to shoot some pool, walked on the beach, made out during sunset and then took her out for desert. We came home, started watching Homeland and got to it. I tried another couple of things falling under Dominance, not a whole lot just dirty talk, making her ask me for my cock, stuff like that. Kept slapping her ass. She was having her 3rd orgasm when I came.

I may only be 1% red pill at the moment, but the material, the frame of mind, the attitude, etc. does work and little victories are out there to be had without having to toil for months and months. If you take the ~1 month since I started out here, tonight alone provided more results than 18 years of being a blue pill faggot Nice Guy.

Also since I removed the covert contracts and changed my approach, and without saying anything to my wife, she told me today she has slept better the last few days than she can remember. Sleep has been a problem for her the past few years. So I definitely think I shut down a lot of negative energy I was sending her way.