The pull backwards can be so strong, even though logic may be whispering it's warnings to you.

Continuing to ignore your intuition will lead you to unhappiness, even if your emotions feel so right at the time.

Resist, then resist some more. And then find the peace that comes with detaching from that toxicity. It's worth the temporary pain.

Edit to add: We are all amazing and strong women, even if we come to our strengths in our own time