So related to my last post we broke up last night. Apparently he noticed something was off with me, And it started back in July but I kept saying nothing was wrong.

He brought it up and kept pushing, and in a way I’m grateful, because being in a relationship with a guy, made me wonder if I could ever be happy because it’s not a girl, and I’ve never had the chance to be with a girl, and with college next year. He brought up the hypothetical of breaking up. And we both kept digging the hole until there was no way out. So we broke up on the phone and I cried so much I have a migraine. We decided to be friends but in the end idk if that’ll work but I’m happy to try.