This has been on my mind lately, and other then this subreddit, there isn't anyone I can talk to about it who would give me a straight forward no bullshit answer.

Since adopting TRP in my relationship with my girl ~8 months ago, things have never been better. I have an almost perfect frame, i improve myself daily, and my girlfriend worships me. We no longer have drama, no more stupid shit tests from her. She loves me and looks up to me, I am her roll model and her male. Though not specifically, she has acknowledges the Captain / First Mate dynamic and believes it is the happiest form of relationship.

Our sex life has never been better. I ravage her and treat her like a dirty fucking whore (even if outside of sex, she's my sweet girl), we always experiement and I ALWAYS lead.

That the problem though and my confession though. Even thouhg 99% of the time I love leading. I love being in charge and I love telling her to shove my dick down her throat. 1% of the time I just want her to dominate me. I'm not talking about her pegging me and all that. Specifically what I have in mind is that she lusts for me so hard, that she pushes me down and sits on my face and grinds her pussy all over my mouth so I could eat her out. I want to feel that passion from her wanting me so bad she can't resist but to force her cunt in my mouth.

But here is my dillemma, if I simply talk to her about it, like people in /r/sex advocate, well then truly she is not the one dominating. What's truly happening is I am STILL being the dominant one telling her what to do. It's the exact same problem girls have with beta boyfriend. They want there boyfriend to dominate them, yet they know that if they tell their boyfriend to fuck them like little sluts, well then the boyfriend isn't the actual alpha one.

So tell me people, am I over thinking this? Should I ignore my 'fetishes'. How would I approach this