I posted this 2 months ago https://reddit.app.link/nBwuslW9UU

I was the other woman and I decided to end my relationship with my MM. He is a wonderful man. I told him that I don’t want to be his mistress. After a few days, he decided to divorce his wife (they have been married for 12 years with 2 kids) and to marry me. But I was not sure, his wife loves him so deeply. So if he betrayed her, he might do the same thing to me, I told him about my concerns and he said that he will never do the same to me because I’m different and he loves me. Anyway, I decided to breakup with him. Now I miss him like hell, and he is saying that I can go back to him whenever I want and he’s waiting me. I’m not sure if I’ll be able to move on, because he was my first man and my everything. At the same time, I’m afraid that he is going to do the same thing to me. Please advise me, and let me know if I did the right thing or not. Thank you!