I've improved leaps and bounds over the last couple years. Went from hooking up with 1 - 2 girls a year to 10x that. And from banging 5s and 6s to 8s and 9s.

I find now that I have these alpha traits, a good number of women want me. Which is great. But they want me for the alpha traits... obviously...

So I find when I slip up or 'turn off' the alpha, they become disengaged, disinterested, or they try to get me to keep the alpha turned on.

Maybe it's my beta upbringing, or maybe I'm just simply emulating alpha behavior, but I like to 'turn it off'. It's a lot of work to maintain this level of stoicism and masculinity. It gives me anxiety to think that I will have to keep this up for the rest of my life.