(really sorry for the length I am very new)

I am a pretty basic sophomore, decent grades that can be higher, athlete, AP student. Sorry I am not trying to boast. My social skills need a lot of work though. Especially with girls.

At my school we have those girls that are trashy or only want the "six-inch+, 6'3'', Must be super sexy" type. So they pick some fuckboi and have a fling.

I didn't want that.

I am not desperate. I just wanted someone close to me to talk to and be with spend time all the boyfriend girlfriend stuff. I was getting a little lonely, all my friends were with their girls. I decided that I should start to socialize.

One day I met this girl.

Very cute, 10/10 for me. We bonded quickly. One day I got her Snap chat info from my friend. I wanted to get to know her more. Things were looking up. We would snap day in and day out. I was very excited. I never was just clicking with anyone. She was different. She was not "trashy" she was nice, proper, very smart, and all round awesome.

Weeks pass, I find out this other guy likes her (He is in my AP Government class) He is some kid. Not a threat I thought. I never want to think of myself as better but I thought "YeAh I goT tHIs" what a fucking idiot I was.

Fast forward to today, Boom. My buddies that were rooting for me say that the AP kid from my class is dating her. I was pretty heartbroken. To me I thought we were so meant to be like some fairy tale. I still want her but I don't know what to do.

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