Long story short I’m 6 ft 175 athletic and ripped. I didn’t have s problem getting women then I got a serious gf in hs and got dicked on. Started using drugs in college never gave a shit about bitches would fuck em from time to time was emotionally un avaibale. Couldn’t get laid after college cuz I was a soyboy fucking faggot and now I’ve been lifting and eating right for two years and I’ve bagged 16 in the past two years all from tinder. I’m 6 ft 173 7 percent body fat. My nose is crooked from Muay Thai my ears are callused from bjj. Visually idk how I look anymore. My body is on point but when women get up close I think they see how my face is damaged. Idk I’m on my own head and I don’t see a point. If women don’t want my kids then wtf? I’m athletic I beat men in weekly races with women around. They show interested but I’m not 6’3 with a big ass bank account. Just a regular ripped 6 ft white guy trying to find his way in the world. What should I do? If women don’t want to fuck me for me my genetics I simply don’t want them. Is this wrong of me?