Earlier today I (22M) broke up with my LTR (20F). I finished my Master's degree and today was the day that I moved away from university. My LTR was my first ever relationship because I'm extremely picky. She was extremely attractive, with a very caring and supportive personality - I was the first guy she ever kissed, let alone slept with because of her strict upbringing in her home country.
She begged that I consider an LDR with her, but I decided to end things even though my heart really didn't want to. The distance is around 4 hours of travel currently, and would only increase to thousands of miles when she graduates next year and (probably) moves back to her home country. We had an emotional farewell this morning where she cried a lot, and I cried a bit too and kissed her for the final time.
We agreed not to contact each other as I believe it will make it easier for us both to move on. I am feeling quite numb and have every urge to text her (which I am resisting and will continue to resist). The things that interest me such as going to the gym, hiking, reading, learning a language and socialising really aren't appealing to me at the moment and the thought of picking up other girls quite frankly repulses me at the moment.
I'd greatly appreciate some advice as to what I can do to move on.