I don’t exactly care that I’m a Virgin either. I gather I don’t like getting close to women, so I’ve had my fair share of experiences I could’ve taken further (mostly with post wall women). I’m only 20, so I only have like 20 more years until they make a movie out of me.

I don’t care for my first time being special, but I know that the inside of me doesn’t want it to be embarrassing or disappointing. The only time I got far was with this one chick (who, to be fair, was totally right around my SMV), but I felt absolutely disgusted with myself afterwards. This is probably an area where I would appreciate advice, I just don’t know the question to ask.

I meet a fair bit of women, but, because of the age of the people I work with, they aren’t up to standard (and I can assume that would have to do with the immense regret I felt with that one chick) since they’re post wall or coworkers to a certain extent. I know that I’m 4 months bars will be options, but I’m making some good efforts to meet women (hiking, talking to women at my coworking spaces, but not much else. This might also be a good area of advice)

I’m not sure if I should pick up a quick girlfriend (very immune to oneitis, at least up until the point of sex) to get some experience or what I should do.

I know the reflexive answer is gonna be “don’t get a girlfriend you idiot”, and that it would probably do some good harm to my frame to let her know that I’m a Virgin. I also have done some thinking on the ramifications of it all, and it makes sense why that’s a reflex. My issue is my SMV isn’t high enough to pick up a woman who wouldn’t make me feel great disgust and regret and I just don’t have any clue how my game (acting like I’ve done this numerous times) would be compatible with a non-hookup.

Any advice is appreciated, though. I especially would appreciate the tough love advice, as I know I can handle it.