Hello guys,

I am not looking for an advice. I am here just to open my heart out. Maybe you can pat my back or share some motivational and inspiring quote.

Here it goes:

I have an oneitis. I know she is. But somehow I cant take her out of my head. I am a good looking guy, confident, high smv. Thats not the issue at all. I use to hangout with new girls very often and at least i end up making out with them. Others I bang. As you see its not lack of confidence.

However I cant take this girl out of my head. Its been 7 months since we had a hot sexual weekend where we were travelling and banging.

I decided to not have any initiative to talk to her. I stop liking her posts on instagram but sometimes i get the feeling that shes communicating subtly with me through her stories. It might be just my mind playing tricks with me but It makes me wonder. I know you all would say to block her or whatever but i think that is a pretty immature behaviour.

I have girls interested in having a Relationship with me but i think of her everyday and i think it is the reason why i am holding myself back.

I understand that when we create an oneitis for someone is because we are blind to see that persons red flags and we start idolising her. But she i still cant.

Thanks for listening and sorry for my english.