Yes, although the only thing I was good at was painting and building LEGO sets, along with some math.

Failed studying for IT for five years, after it I studied Pharmacy and got my degree in it, but a 31 years old guy with only 1 year of total experience in the workforce value is close to 0.

I’m feeling the regret of my wasted 20s where my friend succeeded at life (been in the workforce for a long time / got married with children / got their Masters degree / working for their PhD), while here I’m with nothing much to do, actually planning to start a business with my friend as a partner, not sure if it’ll make me feel content and reaching a little bit of my potential and not becoming otherwise another disposable pawn.

Recently I traveled to some hippy beach town for a week, had good time (my 1st time swimming in the sea, was insecure due to my severe case of Man-Boobs) a very small town with clean beaches, amazing seafood and cheap, this trip convinced me that our modern big city life is toxic, I had severe depression since then (a couple of weeks ago since I came back to the modern life).

Also, I’m a Virgin at this age and fearing I won’t enjoy sex as much as my 20s due to the gradual reduction of sex hormones due to aging.

I’m working as Inpatient Pharmacist for a Government Hospital, hard job to come by, harder to perfect the work as I’m the least experienced of my work colleagues, but I’m trying to learn as much from my job as possible, specifically the IT part (Electronic Health Records & Medication Automation Dispensing Systems) as I’m trying to become a Digital Nomad and travel around the world to find a place that I can settle at, away from toxicity that’s called modern civilization.