New to trp after a breakup this summer. Been hanging out with this new girl a lot but I feel that I’m becoming too emotionally invested and I don’t want to ever get hurt like that again. She’s always texting me first and asking to hangout but I have this constant voice in the back of my head reminding me it’s only my turn. Failed a shit test hard when a football player asked her for number while we were at a game. I just flat out ignored her for the rest of the game and hung out with the friends we came with. She still went home and slept with me but It was clear I was butthurt.

Even though she’s always dtf and seems to want me I know I’m becoming invested. It’s the second girl I’ve ever been with and it’s near impossible for me to spin plates/keep abundance mentality as I am now. I don’t care enough about sex to let myself be vulnerable again so I’m considering backing off so I don’t fall for the same trap.