I was about to go somewhere, and was permitted to do so but at the last minute I was asked to stay home . I got very angry and started shouting at my mother and sister in front of my driver. I ended up throwing a stone which hit the neighbour's window and thier daughter got hurt. I am very harsh on my sister, and even though I respect my mother alot I fail to show that i do. I dont have anger management issues- this happens once/twice a month. I feel as if I have fucked my life. I keep doing stupid things, and never learn. I can get angry and do all what I want at home but when I go outside I pussy out and there are times I get bullied. I am deluded and I think that I am a good person when irl I am the shittiest person on earth.

Just a small rant, on how I fucked up. I am 18 yo and I know you guys will say 'move on, you made a mistake learn from it', but be as harsh as you can.