Hey RP, I've just recently got back into the Red Pill culture and it's resonating as strong as ever. How do you deal with being frustrated with what you're seeing? The blinders have come off. Some people have zero respect for their fellow human. I always want to make life better when I can and while this has gotten me into and respected by a few social circles there are other circles where people are disgusted by it.

I went in for physical therapy after tearing my pec benching and while some of the dudes respected me for my knowledge of physical training some of the women had absolutely zero respect for me, the secretary basically treated me like a fish. She was nice to me solely because it was her job and to leverage me for money. I thought she was cute but I had no interest in her besides being polite because she worked for the PT clinic. I thought she'd have some respect for me as a human being and because I was polite to her, I'm not talking sexual interest but just respect for the shard human condition. But after getting back into red pill reading I realized I literally only existed as potential dollar signs. I disgusted her because I even had the courtesy to listen to what she was saying when I would check in.

Not just me, I play WoW with a guild twice a week to unwind. After spending some time in the RP world I realized how disgusted the women who play with us are by most of us. Most of them treat me respectfully because I'm good at the game and I help out with raid planning but there are moments with casual conversation where you can tell they're absolutely disgusted with some of the guys just because the guys are uncomfortable around people(Which fucking spoiler alert, the women are just as awkward but behave like they're superior to the equally awkward men). And even the guys don't respect some of the people who are kind of timid and not particularly good. What I previously thought was human decency is usually just weird power leveraging. I can tell my value in the group has gone down because I don't play as much as I used to, there are still some people that are respectful with me just because we're friends and have mutual interests, but they're definitely not the norm. Of all the women in the guild literally only two of them are interested in the platonic friendship that a guild is supposed to exist for. Very few people actually seem interested in being friends on a video game and having a good time together without throwing in power dynamics or SMV dynamics.

Everywhere I go I see RP truths and it hurts. Very few people actually want to treat each-other well and enjoy life for what it is. Overwhelmingly with men I'd say 90% of men are just interested in what they can get from you and 10% just want to be sociable and treat others well because that's their default way of going about life. But 99% of the women I see are entirely narcissistic. The only women that treat me like I'm not a disgusting waste of life are the women who are attracted to me. You're either the Chad they want or you physically disgust them by existing. It physically pains them to even see you existing in the same space as them.

From someone who's been a high level athlete with high SMV, an injured athlete with no SMV, and now somewhere in between as I'm recovering; I'm disgusted by what I see. I realize now that people who I thought were just good people interested in sharing the human experience are entirely self-centered. The average friend I made was just interested in the girls and social value I brought them. The average woman who I thought was kind and sociable was only interested in me because of the SMV they got by associating with me or because they wanted to fuck me or have my attention as some sort of pathetic social conquest.

I see many of the truths of human existence and I'm fucking disgusted by them.

I did some red pill reading and saw how basically all instagram influencers are literal whores and the screencapped convos where they'd agree to eat some dude's asshole for a 4-day trip to dubai. And then it got even worse when I did the mandatory SeekingArrangment website check and found pages of women in my area who are literally saying they will fuck you for money.

What I want to know from you is, how do you cope with this? I'm finding myself angry in many situations because I see how fucking shallow and vapid most people and almost all women are. I can't get rid of this background feeling of revulsion and disgust.

How do you find your peace and navigate the world with an open and loving heart?