No woman will ever be attracted, no woman will ever even go so low as to settle for you post wall. Can never have sex, can never have validation, can never have emotional support.

What is the reason for being alive?

Life as a male revolves around being attractive to females, hobbies, friends, money, status, it's all a cope. Take away the attraction from females and they will soon feel empty very quickly. You don't need to be constantly in a relationship but you need to be attractive to females to have any sort of purpose or value in life.