I’ve hit incel territory. Developed oneitis that is currently imploding and has been emotionally very painful. I have started to feel low about a lot of things and can only see it getting worse over the next couple of weeks as I try crawl out of the oneitis pit.

I want to maintain some kind of positive mindset and some kind hope for a better future. What’s a better strategy within the next year, to increase my n-count or dedicate some time to maintaining some plates? I never ever want to develop oneitis like I have done. It’s debilitating and truly one of the most horrible things I have suffered.