For example, negging. Neg hits. The way it’s described sounds autistic to me now. Now that I’ve gotten good at roasting girls and talking shit to their faces, and how much they love it. I see now that this roasting and shit talking, these “neg hits” are just normal social skills. You’re not putting her in her place or making yourself more valuable than her or whatever it is that the literature says. If you ask me, you’re just finally doing something that is normal and that you’re supposed to do.

I used to feel like the red pill was really that. But now I am starting to see it as simply a guide out of autism for people who are not autistic. People like me who were so socially isolated that social skills was more alien than anything else. Everything must be explained in this autistic retarded way or else you’ll never get it cuz you’re fucking autistic bro.

But after improving so much, things like these “neg hits” just sounds dumb as fuck. I think it’s totally and utterly wrong, and the only argument I could use to support that, is my own feelings and observations of people interacting socially. Experiencing it myself. Seeing how when you talk a little bit of shit to a girl, the way she immediately likes you and opens up. It’s like what you do with your pals. You talk shit and roast eachother and tear eachother to shreds. Cuz you love eachother and it’s fun and it brings you closer together. It shows that you accept them even though they are not perfect. You point out their flaws and rag on them so they know that you still love them anyways.

That’s how it feels when I shit on girls. I just talk shit and they fucking love it. We become instant friends, and calling them a dirty slut who gets fucked by a train of guys behind the dumpster isn’t even the slightest bit offensive! If anything she’s likely to invite me back to said dumpster.

Anyways, I don’t mean to insult autistic or retarded people.

The way I grew up, totally isolated and alone. The only social interaction I ever had growing up was being attacked by bullies and having to fight. I was literally socially retarded and that sucks. Life was a living hell because of that. Looking back on my less socially adept self, I do feel as if I was autistic or something. Like lacking social skills doesn’t have to be a condition it can be a result of a fucked up childhood.

Well that’s my rant. Sorry to offend y’all. But the better I get at social skills the more this stuff just seems dumb.