So i was basically her best friend before i was best friends with him. Ive known her for a while. I always had a thing for her but I ended up moving away. He ended up dating her for almost a year. After them being broken up about 6 months, me and her got together and we ended up fucking.

Reasons why I dont think its fucked. 1. I always had the intentions of fucking her when she was older and graduated hs (i was a senior in hs i felt too old for her she was a freshman. So i always planned this). 2. Shes been my best friend for so long it wasnt like it was just a random horny meet up. 3. He eventually started fucking her again after i was fucking her and he started saying he doesnt give a fuck about her and he even nick named her pump and dump and said shes only good for sex but other than that he doesnt give a fuck shes just a quick pump and dump. 4. After about a year and a half, word has come out his two other best friends have slept with her. 5. I dont really talk to him anymore he kind of became a cocky dick

Why i am torn 1. I told him when i was drunk after they broke up id never sleep with her. We were drunk, he was talking about how hot her body is and said he knows we are friends but asked me not to sleep with her. I said ofcourse but this was so recent after emotions were still in the air. 2. He was one of my best friends at the time even though we were growing distant.

Im going to see her again soon and it will be 2 years for them and quite frankly I want to have sex with her. I havent seen him in a while, we both arent in high school anymore. If he fucked my old hs girlfriend i wouldnt care, and i mean if he doesnt even give a fuck about her and he even nick names her pump and dump, why the fuck do i have to hold myself to a special standard?