After my first post here and reading the sidebar, I decided to sit next to a cute girl in one of my classes (both 17).

Talked, got her snap, did some push-pull during the next weeks and she texted me: “Tell me if you like me because I’ve been hurt in the past and I don’t want it happening again.”

I was happy as fuck because I never had a girl confess to me. But in the back of my head, I thought: “I know the redpill, I know that I should at least bang a few times and vet her before getting in an LTR an admitting my feelings.” But shit, I’m gonna give the bluepill fantasy a try and see how tf it goes? So I confessed too.

That hoe cheated on me 3 weeks later. I’m not even making this shit up. A dude from my English Class texted me via my number (that I didn’t give him). Of course I asked him who gave my number. She did. When she went to his place over the weekend.

I texted her: “You gave my number to this dude? Don’t give my number out again.” and she left me on read.

Next English class, the dude sits next to me and tells me how he went to her house and I changed the subject because even though I was kinda insensitive to it, I didn’t want to hear more. I ghosted the girl, I ain’t even look at her now.

All this to say, when you put the lenses on, you may go back to BluePill traits, but you can’t put the RedPill back in the bottle. It’s here to stay. What happened is the best example of AWALT, especially when she told me “I was hurt in the past”. I believed it, but wanted to see it for myself, to actually experience it.

A big thanks to all the niggas here that educated me, y’all were right. Time to be on my purpose. And start lifting too.