I've literally been sleep deprived for days now and malnourished, really pale skinned and unhealthy looking. I've been so unhealthily obsessed with the red pill the last few days due partly to my OCD which got its claws into it unfortunately. I'm destroyed, weak, tired and don't even know where to start with recovery. Just spaced out and completely debilitated. Shell of my former self. I'd Appreciate and welcome any help or advice. Thanks