I feel like my entire life is like Job's...except I never had anything. I've never achieved anything....Finding a job that will hire is just as hard as finding a girl. God says finding a girl is a good thing. That's just hard for me to believe. When I think of dating I get this picture in my head of all the females in the world collectively glaring at me and hissing like snakes. I mean, how else would you feel if you've had literally nearly thousands of rejections and only a hand full of dates at 26 years old. I want to punch a wall but I can't, because if I started I wouldn't stop and I would punch the entire walls in, break the windows and throw items in my room, damaging everything. If I went for a drive I would drive reckless and damage my car and get into an accident. But I won't, I'll just hold it in and maybe it will come out as a glare at a chick smiling at me just to defend myself..who knows. I give up....and you'd be thinking....oh just be confident. THAT DOES NOT WORK! It's SNAKE OIL GARBAGE. You either have it or you don't. I wish I would have skipped all the bullshit and just left the game sooner. What a waste of time..