A bit about me, i'm 5'4, balding, have been with a few girls (about 8) so not that many. I'm 26 years old.

I had a girlfriend for a short time, maybe 6-7 months who cheated on me and turned me red pill. It took me nearly 2 years to get over her (yes cringe but Do you ever really get over/forget your first love?) .

But here is my issue. Yes i'm on my game, i'm on my purpose, my purpose is more important than women, i'm in the gym, i'm saving money, i'm trying at my job each day, i'm improving but the women aren't really comig. i know it's because of my looks probably ... i talk to women on dating apps and even real life and it takes so much effort to sleep with a moderately attractive women. I can bang fatties/uglies but that shit makes me depressed

I haven't been laid in 6 months and i'm starting to miss being close to a female. It's weird lately i've been having flash backs to my ex who i only dated for 6-7 months, but i think about her because she was actually cute/hot and the sex was great. Haven't been with women lke that in 2 years to be honest. what can i do?