Hi my fellow MGTOWers,

I really need to talkw Since I fully took the redpill, I decided that the best way to go my own way was to focus on myself.

But in this focusing on self developpment, I became slowly obssesed with the idea of perfection. Now, i cannot accept my own weaknesses, and it makes me more angry against me.

I cried a few hours ago, thinking about my failures.

I wanted to succed in the first time at an exam, but I didn't, and now I spend more time hating myself than working on solving the problem.

And I stress more about it, because I put a lot of pressure on my shoulders.

Am I psychologically disturbed ? I really suffer from that.