First post here guys.

Been officially RP for just over a year after the break up of a 5year relationship. I have always been naturally toxic alpha and virtually lived the rp lifestyle before I even knew what it was.

I’m 27,6ft 3, tattoos, lift and trained MMA for over 10 years. For the last 12 months have fucked loads of plates and had a generally good time.

You’re thinking everting sounds good, what’s the problem... here it goes.

In August I meet this plate who I have over a period of months fallen for. I am now officially in a relationship and for the first time in my life started showing beta behaviour. She is sexy af and i have dominated her in every respect until this last 2 weeks. I have started to become slightly needy in terms of wanting to see her everyday and have started showing signs of jealously. I introduced her to my family and still haven’t met hers.

She dropped the “love” bomb immediately and we see each other basically 5 nights per week. I fuck her on demand and she cancels all her plans for me. However I can feel me falling and starting to display weak behaviour because I’ve tricked myself into oneitis.

I can feel a small change in the dynamic almost a comfort feeling from her and it’s as if she now is starting to take me for granted.

Honestly.. I like her more than any of the other plates in the last 12 months and could see an LTR I’m just unsure about why I’m starting to behave this way. I don’t want to continue showing these newly formed beta tendencies as I know it’s a complete turn off and won’t do any good in the long run.

How do I proceed?

Thanks in advance.