Guys i have a horrible horrible case of oneitis. So i dated and had a girlfriend for 7 months . She was my first girlfriend. She broke up with me but i didnt handle it well. We are never geting back together. I went through heart break then i started feeling better..

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I was doing really well, gym, hobbies etc. But unfortunately i still think about her. Probably think about her everyday. We broke up over 9 months ago!

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then i did something real real stupid. I looked at her instagram. All the memories came back I couldn't study i couldn't do anything. I litreally feel like crying. Yes i'm a huge pussy. bag me all you want. I put my hand up . I'm a pussy.

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The problem is i haven't been with that many women in my life and she was fun, she was cute, she was sexy, she was a gym girl. I've been with other women since but it's not even close.

Morever, it was her personality. She was always laughing and giggling. She had this unique nervous giggle she would do after each sentence. God i miss it. I don't even feel like dating anymore because i know that other girls won't be the same.

I'm supposed t be studying but i feel too depressed to do anything. She also looks amazing in her latest social media pictures which made me feel worse and worse.

No girl feels the same? I remember her calling me once literally giggling and saying' are you busy? call me back! '

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i feel so depressed about this. She has left such an imprint in my mind. I tried everything. Like i said new hobbies, studying, gym, slept with a few more girls but she's still there. and i made it 100x worse again looking at her social media

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what can i do?