I’ve been doing nothing but working the past year and a half straight to buy a house. I’m 25. My live in gf just turned 23 the other day. She’s recovering from some significant car accidents...which has been draining me emotionally. I’ve been recovering from medication dependency for the past three months. I’ve been working out like a maniac on my off days and also when I get off work.

I want things to change so badly. I’m tired of feeling fucking lost and bored. I want things from my girlfriend to come more easily, like they used to when I was happy and healthier. I’ve gained enough muscle for people to notice it, and I’ve slimmed down too. I do this shit for myself because I don’t feel happy with how I look.

Will things get better? I need some hope right now. I have no support system. I can’t ask my coworkers for help as they will use this against me. My issues seem to be internal, like I make a shit load for a 25 y/o but I’m still not happy. This unhappiness has got me fucked up im doing two a days on my off days from work.

Will things get better for me the more fit I am?