Oh.my.GOD. Its a long read, but worth it. You guys have no idea how much I love this sub, and reading all your experiences. It's such life fuel to know I'm part of a community full of individuals as based as you are. But something happened a few days ago which made me appreciate this sub even more.

So there's girl I was "talking to" for a couple of months. Of course, I was talking to her with the intention of making her my girlfriend. Well she was having none of that. She would constantly emphasize that we were still friends, and she would always hit me up to talk about meaningless stuff that girls only talk to their friends about. You know, the typical friendzone stuff. During this time she had broken up with her boyfriend because he cheated, and being the bluepilled loser I was I thought listening to her cry about him and how she was still trying to get over him would get me a chance to date her.

Well as you would expect, It didn't. She would talk about other guys when we were talking, or she would reject me when I asked her to meet up. Well fortunately, I gained some respect for myself after some time. I told her that being her emotional tampon was exhausting, and that she didnt appreciate the fact that I was constantly listening to her hammer on about stuff no one else would waste their time to listen to. She starts crying about how everybody leaves her etc you know, the typical bullshit girls pull when they want you to sympathise with them. I tell her I'm not looking for a friend, and if she wouldn't give me a chance, then I was perfectly happy cutting off all communication with her. She says "Well if that's what you want". We stop talking but still followed each other on social media.

Fast forward to March, I see her post something, talking about how she's prettier than Michael (a guy who has the same name as me. Its not my real name though). I think shes referring to me and message her asking who she's talking about. She says it's a different guy, I'm like oh okay cool. She then drops a shit test(during out time apart I discovered the red pill so I was well versed in the ways of women), asking me whether I miss her. I say no, then she says she misses talking to me. And that she would like to talk to me again. Now, old me would have jumped at the chance to get some female attention, but red pilled me realized a couple of things.

1 She was looking for the validation of me telling her I miss her.

2 She was probably attention starved due to the quarantine, and wanted me to drown her with affection and compliments the way I used to.

3 She expected me to once again be a captain save a hoe.

Well what she didn't know was I was redpilled, and when we "broke up" I started talking to multiple girls who were more receptive and less crazy. So I had largely forgotten about her before her snapchat post. Guess what I replied when she asked whether we could start talking again? This madlad told her "Nah I'm good". She replied saying "Wow that's crazyy ". I sent her a shrugging emoji and since then we haven't contacted each other.

I've been more focused on practicing soccer and studying during this quarantine to have time for any hoe. And I would like to thank this sub for opening my eyes, along with WAATGM.

TL:DR A couple months back I couldn't have imagined rejecting a girl. But after realizing I was a simp, I gained some respect for myself and turned into a God. MGTOW is truly the only way.