I started reading TRP quite some time ago as a frustrated, down-on-his-game beta. Started lifting and practicing game, and before you know it, dropped 60lbs. However, these past fifteen or so months, my frame has crumbled. I stand at a strange in-between of being out of the matrix, yet acting as if I am not. Stepped on the scale at a whopping 300lbs!!! I knew better. I know better. Now I have to struggle my way back to square one!

Moral of the story: Shit ain't easy. Shouldn't be. (See title.) No one's going to help you except you! Excuse me while I dust off my gym membership...