My girlfriend just moved to Philly because she’s now in college. We had a great summer, when she was still in school here. We started in February and from the beginning, I knew the relationship was doomed as I found out a couple weeks into the relationship she got accepted to her dream school. But she ended up doing a number on me, she was very lovely and I was her first love. I’ve been looking for a way out last month because she started to get very clingy, texted me every second of the day, even showed up to my house a couple times unannounced. But now she 180’d me.

As the blue pill beta in me is dying, today I started the process to cut off all emotional ties since female nature, she’ll look for the next dick to ride on. I started to get more and more into the red pill and when she left I’d say to myself I’d break up with her to be free.

She’s a really genuine girl, but I fear she’ll end up cheating on me eventually in college. Ever since she’s been in her dorm now she’s been texting me less and less. Except at nighttime. We’d communicate a lot and would work out our differences so no one was left in the dark. You don’t find that nowadays which made me question AWALT. So now the newborn red pill alpha in me wants to let go. Because after all, it’s a big school, long distance... Hormones raging thru the roof. We’re two hours apart from each other.

My question now is, should I even continue this? Is it even worth it? By train it’s $35 to see her every weekend round trip plus food but I’m graduated already and will start to work full time next week. I don’t wanna waste gas driving since gas is hella expensive.

Please don’t attack me, just hit me with the cold honest truth. I just need reinforcement lmfao.