An honest question.

For the last few months the last of my desire for romance and sex has pretty much died out. With coming to understand female nature and seeing the truth of it in female family members, friends, coworkers and strangers I have to interact with, I just don't feel like any of it is worth it anymore. I'm not saying that in a depressed way I mean so far as dating, sex, relationships all that shit.

Pretty much any female that I do find decently attractive has a kid or two with an absent father and if it's not that she's emotionally unstable and entitled and if it's not that either than it's a girl who has zero ambitions or higher aspersions in life and provides nothing valuable, unique or otherwise, to my life and I don't see the point because no matter what at some point someone is going to loose interest and that's never a fun situation to deal with especially considering society's worsening attitudes towards men.

I've pretty much rid my social media feeds of all the girls that I used to talk to and be friends with as I've not spoken or seen them since highschool ended ages ago and of the few women that still like to keep trying to get my attention I brush them off and am a little annoyed with it, though it's probably because I understand they're only treating me like this now because my life has drastically improved in the past year.

Instead of wasting time and spending money on food for a copy paste "I wanna be a cosmetologist/ make up artist" woman, I'm saving my money and investing it in camera gear as photography has quickly turned into a passion I want to pursue full steam, I've actually shared a few of my images with you guys on a separate account I made with a less conspicuous name, and to my surprise they blew up so thank you guys for that!

I guess I'm just wondering if this is what monk mode is, complete disinterest in sex and romance and instead a burning passion for my hobbies and a focus on building my life into the best life I can possibly make.