Not tryna to excuse them, but what the fuck can you expect? Doesn’t mean I’ll white knight, be taken advantage of, or serve them, and since I can’t discipline them like the children they are, I can only cut them off when they inevitably go too far. No monk for me, but no blue pill shit above lying to keep ‘em in the sack.

You might say I’m purple pilled or still blue pilled still, but I can’t fall in love with them anymore and I’m so red pilled I don’t expect loyalty or even get mad when they pull snakey stunts. Sex is taking a whole new meaning for me. It’s like drinking in that I like it has a cost, has risks, and is best in moderation, but not needed, let alone does it defines me. It’s just for fun and is a luxury.