Today was a crap day. Can't have every daygame session be a good one. My gym session today was great though. Hit my lifts and progressed. I went to go approach before I went to go eat. Got 5 approaches, two of them were full approaches while the others were "Hit and Runs". Got a number from one of the two approaches.

I had another date today with another girl I met Friday. Coffee, nothing much. That was later on the day so I had some time to study and do some approaches.Today was just gloomy. It was cloudy here in NYC. It wasn't raining or anything, which is always a plus, just dark and depressing. I did some approaches and got blown out in two sets back to back. One of those girls I remember as I approached this bitch before and she gave me the cold shoulder. The next time I see I'll see if I can shoulder bump her, haha.

I get some approaches in, nothing sticks. The date was around 5 and I headed to my normal coffee shop to get some studying before I meet the girl, Sarah#2. I get some studying done and head out. I left a little early so I can do a quick approach as I walk towards the coffee shop where Sarah#2 and I were going to meet.

There was this short cute girl that passed me. I approached her. I can tell you off the bat that it wasn't my best approach. The initial stop was weak. I was to anxious and I didn't front stop her. I side approached and didn't open strong. She reciprocated well and we chatted.

She then asked and was curious if I approached girls before on the street.

"Only if they're pretty" I said with a cheeky smile.

She went on a telling me how she wondered how that went and I told her it's way better than online dating. The second I said that she talking about dating apps how it's great, how it's beneficial that she meets all these cool guys.

I told her straight up that I stopped using dating apps and website because I got catfished and there is no return investment. She was shocked that I got catfished. She told me that she thought men catfished the girls. I was dying. This bitch was so full of herself. I tried to explain it to her that average guys have it rough and told her my experience on it. She didn't believe me and kept on talking and talking. I stood quiet, I was looking at this girl with a nice blue dress that I wanted to approach. Honestly I should of done it.

The blue dress girl was in front of us, how funny and ballsy would it have it been to ditch this dumbass bitch and open this girl. Sadly I didn't do it, I should have. I was telling her how it's better to go approach women but she was didn't see it my way and be "wrong". She went on to say that going up to women and saying hi and asking for their number doesn't work. I try to tell her that's not how it works and retarded to do it, she then got mad at me for saying retarded. I'm done with this bitch. It was frustrating just listening to her.

We came to intersection and I said goodbye. Mind you I was walking and talking with this dumb bitch. I left angry. This bitch does not know the pain of online dating. I told her she has so many options but she didn't want to admit it. Good fucking bye. Yeah, I was mad, I wanted her to get catfished so bad, I wanted her to feel the pain of what it feels like to be guy in NYC using dating apps. The feeling of despair. I had to remind myself that I'm better than this fucks that just use online only. But the anger was clouding my head.

I approached a few more girls on my way to my date. I was trying to look forward to the date but I was still angry. The anger lead to some shitty approaches. The women were not bad at all, I was just not opening them strong and going into interviewing mode.

I got to the coffee shop and saw Sarah#2. We went in got out coffee's and sat down. I sat next to her so I can kino. Nope. The date was dry as fuck. She was not giving me much to work with. She was boring as fuck. From the start she was closed off. I was talking about me and tried to get her to talk but she would say a little bit and close off again. I tried to kino but it wasn't doing much. Now as you're reading this you might think I'm the problem, nope. Please take my word, I swear to god, this bitch is so boring. She doesn't have a job, all she does is study for some stupid flight attendent job and hang out with her friends. Plus this bitch was on and off her phone while we were talking. I hate that so much.

I told her we're walking to the park. I figured some fresh air and taking a stroll through the park will salvage the date. It was working as we started to talk about more personally things. I felt like it was starting to go up a little bit. We get to park and sit down. Sarah#2 was still in this defensive closed off position. At this point she was pissing me off.

"Tell me an interesting story?" She said to me. In my head I'm like, bitch you're a fucking brick wall with no substance. I said some story about when I was a kid, she said I was too negative. I didn't even try at all anymore. I said I had to go, we were walking out of the park together, as we were walking I took my phone out and deleted her contact. I said bye and she wanted a hug, I didn't give her one as I walked off. I was disappointed, one of the most boring dates ever.

I went back to the coffee shop to get a latte and chill, along the way I approached these two girls. Chatted up on of them and got her number. Fake or not I didn't care. In the coffee shop I spotted a girl that ghosted me out two weeks ago, Sarah#3. I was by the entrance where she had no choice but to pass me. She looked at me and said

"How are you?"

"You tell me?" My voice was stern, gave her a pissed look.

"Okay then." She left. I wanted to scream and cuss at her. I got my latte and left the coffee shop. I went to find a bench to ponder. This girl was coming towards me and I approached her. I maintained eye contact. I got her number but felt empty. I walked around a bit more. I approached another girl, got her number and finally sat down.

I was there for a good half hour, drinking my latte and thinking. Thinking about my day, how the date went and so on. I get a text from a random number saying that she should of told me that she had a boyfriend and what not. It was probably Sarah#3. I responded but no follow up from her. I told her that she didn't have the balls to reject me in person and instead ghosted me like a bitch.

I should be more of an asshole. I'm not sure if it's these women are turning me more bitter or that I should be more of a dick and treat them like trash. Second date in the row where things did not go the way I wanted to. I don't know, I feel like being a dick would combat the selfish and boring women I meet. Like that dating app women today for instance, instead of being nice and respectful and giving her a chance, I should of walked the second she ranted and approached that other girl or told her she's an idiot and walked off.

For the date, if I was more of a dick I could of ended the date then and there at the coffee shop the second I realize she has no substance. Fuck me, I'm going to start being an asshole, I'm tired of trying to make things work. If these bitches don't want to put the effort in then it's whatever.

I have a date Wednesday, potentially Thursday, Saturday and maybe Sunday. I'm going to try it. Any advice to be more of a dick? Would kindly like to know you're personally story on the matter.

Thanks for reading, TRP. One last thing, Fuck Dating Apps. Bitches are spoiled by the amount of dicks they can get with a snap of a finger. I'm done, haha.