Approach a day keeps the beta away. I was super stifled today. Words would not come out of my mouth. Didn't get a lot sleep last night. Got maybe 6 hours? Didn't take a cold shower this morning.

Work got me pissed off but for some odd reason I keep my mood and attitude. I try to apply law four of the 48 Laws Of Power;* Always Say Less Than Necessary*. I wanted to experiment with it but always end up forgetting.

Cloudy shitty day today in NYC. Got out of work and decided to do some quick approaches. I didn't have much time today as I needed to cook and do laundry so my time is limited.

I was very stifled today. I could not approach for the life of me. I managed to do some "Hit and Runs" which was nice. After a few I kinda got into the flow but my approach anxiety was overwhelming me.

They two areas I went to was dry. Not much people or girls. I got one approach though. It was a very business looking Asian woman. I side approached her, complemented her on her atire and went from it from there. The eye contact was decent but the approach was good. I manage to take the lead and got her to stay and chat. I made her laugh and next thing I knew I got her number. Boom. Goal complete.

Since I was so in my head and uncomfortable today I set a goal for myself. Get one number. I did and I went to a coffee shop satisfied.

Was it a good day? Not really. I keep the streak going. There are things I need to work on. My goal is to baby step to being good at seduction. For those who didn't read my previous post here the run down.

I suck with women. I tried all this daygame and whatnot, tired for years and didn't get the results I wanted. I got a few girlfriends and lays here and there but was never satisfied. I always felt like I was missing something. I had bad habits and my ego got in the way of learning the correct way. I was intimidated by women. I would see these girls and wished I had the courage and skill set to get them.

That's what all this is, to get that skill and know what to do when that situations comes. I'm unlearning bad habits, I'm changing my mindset, I'm trying to be more positive. I'm going to be honest, I'm not going to get laid anytime soon. It's probably going to take months of hard work and practice to get some kind of results. I'm sharing my journey. Like it or not, I don't care. Downvote and move on, I'll still write these post.

And yes, I am lifting, reading books, working towards my career, having hobbies and trying to be better everyday. All this self improvement does not happen overnight. Thanks for reading.