Without going into my whole life story, I stumbled upon TPR two weeks ago and it has helped me immensely. I've made some previous posts thanking the community for showing me the light whilst helping me deal with my extreme self loathing behaviour.

My biggest problem is that I am an absolute woman of a man. I'd say 95% of my friends are female, I have three older sisters, and was raised by a single mother. Because of this I haven't the faintest fucking clue how to act Alpha now that I've opened my eyes. When I hear my female friends spouting these insane hypocrisy's (today was how she planned on setting up a male acquaintance to be one of her friends #5 on rotation) all I do is bitch out and behave like an angst ridden teenager. On top of this, I have a real difficult time making guy friends (because I converse like a woman), needless to say I also have zero fucking game.

I've read everything on the sidebar and continue to catch up on the rational male blog. Although all of these things are great and have contributed to a much healthier way of thinking for me, I just can't seem to shake how I behave and converse with people without pigeonholing myself to be friends with more women uninterested in fucking me while only being acquaintances with men.

I'd love to hear the communities take on how they helped eliminate their own behaviour.

To be clear, I'm not asking you how to pick up women or anything game related, but how to stop being such a bitch when it's really all I know.