This week has confirmed the amoral truths of TRP. For any confused readers, these experiences will clarify the red pill.

I am very good looking but having a single mom lol. Started lifting and reading Neitzsche and evolution and anthropology (evolutionary human history). When I was a nerd I played SWTOR and had a Warrior class and the whole sith code and messages of the class story had an impact on me. (Make your own destiny, will your force upon the world, be ann Alpha and get results etc) so TRP fit in nicely to my knowledge and I pretty much knew it in my heart before I read it but was still beta in my actions. Reading the sidebar has changed my life and your stories have changed my life so thank you.

I have been talking to a few girls in the last 3 months, having read TRP for a few months now. One girl, lets call her Cathy (HB7 Asian) told my friend she wanted a thing with me after having been at my house party. I left it because I was lazy and parents are always home and we rent out many rooms, so logistics are terrible.

So I finally message her on instagram and try to arrange a meet up but she blocks me. (By then I'm sure she had found other dick, as I know she has done anal and she probably gets around). Last night I see her at a party and she looks very awkward for two seconds but I act as if nothing has happened and give her and a friend a big masculine hug at the same time and they hug back. (Girls put feels before reals and what they said/did a week ago means nothing at the present moment, they are fickle as ever). I'm sure I could get with her. Before the party in the club starts one of the friends I'm with goes home because he is feeling unwell. His GF however stays and tries to get me to dance with her later on in the nightclub but I subtly reject her. She continues eyeing me the whole night and dances wildly loosing all inhibitions. Lesson: girls just wanna have fun and don't trust your GF)

Another girl (lets call her Lola and she's a HB9). I indirectly cause her to break up with her BF. When she told me about him, even snapping my a photo of them two, I told her to bring him so I could fuck him and she could just watch, which btw is a very good tactic to emasculate a girls BF in her own eyes. She is always shit testing me saying I probably couldn't fuck, that I'd come fast, that I am weak etc, I love these shit tests because I always pass them. She also asks what we will do when we meet (anti-slut defence) and I always just say "play monopoly) Our conversations are very sexual. So I arrange to meet outside the station yesterday and I call her out for being late before I tell her to hug me hello. I tell her almost nothing about my life the and just call her unfit and tease her to no end for the walk to the park. She tries to push me and talks back all the time like a little brat but when she pushes me I stand ground and laugh at her. I acted ridiculously RP and she became like a naughty child to the point where it was actually annoying. (Think like a naughty puppy biting the sofa and then looking at you to test you).

So I find a good place and we fuck in the trees. She shivers with pleasure. I give a good mix of rough and gentle, pinning her hand on the ground above her head roughly and then a few seconds later putting my fingers between hers. She also sucks on my finger etc etc. Afterwards she sits up and I am standing and she looks up with her long straight dark hair and striking blue eyes and I swear that look is almost better than the sex. It's the look of a puppy, she looked as if I had given her the whole world (girls want to be fucked by a chad). Its a hard truth but sending girls photos of your abs and making your sentences sound like they were written by a guy with a low IQ works. Shorten every sentence you message or speak to her.

There were points when I felt I was loosing my frame because the way I was acting was so new to me, but you will find that the more you talk to girls like children and act like you hardly care the more natural it feels, but more girls take interest and they trust themselves around you so they become annoying and childish and shit test you a lot because of this so be prepared. Act Alpha at first but I am serious when I say it becomes who you are. It is in your genes, just shed the conditioning.

Another lesson comes from a colleague at work who is 21. He is intelligent and a nice guy but thin as a toothpick with glasses, whose whole life is failing at hetting with his hot Spanish roomate and playing video games. Like a Beta he is a control freak amd loves going orders and is patronising. I tried to explain to him that video games are a waste of time and to start lifting and stuff but he say he enjoys video games like I enjoy lifting and that they give him pleasure. I told him that when I was 15-16 I was like him and I understand both sides but he doesn't want to listen. Lesson: don't try to subliminal RP people, its a WASTE of time because of people's cognitive dissonance and other factors. He won't change. Accept and enjoy your own life.

I was speaking to a different Muslim collegue after work tonight because in the locker room the staff had been talking about females and this guy said that society is crumbling because of women's rights. So we get talking outside and I just listen. He is from a very conservative background and regails me about how society is breaking because men are weak and womena are strong and complains about the bias against men in the UK and says women are wrong to cheat and how Islam suppossedly protects women by encouraging them to marry before "they get to 40/45 and can't find a man and realise they were wrong". I realised TRP draws some influence from conservative principles. BUT.... never forget that those under the influence of religion are NOT RP. He believes in marriage and being obedient to God and stuff and started getting all religious and talking about the Koran and I realised her is another BP slave in a sense that he is not his own master of his destiny. He is a slave to his ideology. TRP rejects all previous ideas that can't be proven because we must. It is not RP (seeing the pure truth) to blindly follow a faith. Be sceptic all the time. I was Christian as a child but after reading about science too much I decided God wasn't necessary for life as far as I knew. I always questioned (was one of those kids). Became agnostic and debated with myself a lot before deciding that God is about as real as Santa.