About a year ago is when I first came into MGTOW information. At the time I was such a simp for the woman I was engaged to. I continued to listen to and read MGTOW content. After about five months of learning from MGTOW content creators I really started doubting that I could spend my life with this woman I was engaged to, so I canceled the wedding and sent her hiking.

MGTOW helped me see that I was a simp and she was nuts. However, at the time I was a nawalt type of guy. Even though I had stopped being a simp, I couldn't believe awalt at that time.

I dated two more women after I broke up with the woman mentioned above. I kept my MGTOW mindfulness, however, and did not simp at all for either of them. I cut one of them off after about a month, but I wanted to put my MGTOW knowledge to the test so I can know if awalt or nawalt is true, so I continued dating the other woman for about seven months.

Everything seemed cool for the first few months. She hid her true self, and really tried selling me on the idea that she is the unicorn. I never fell for it, but I played along to see how it would go. After about 90 days her true self started coming out. Things would be going smoothly, and then she would start telling me she wants more from me, asking for money and saying I don't benefit her if I don't buy her things and pay her. That moment is the moment my nawalt mindset died. I now see that awalt is the truth in varying degrees because literally every woman I have dated, married or whatever with expresses the same traits. I just needed to prove it for myself after coming into MGTOW philosophy. I left this chick as soon as she basically told me I don't benefit her if I don't pay her. That was about a week and a half ago.

I had to test the knowledge I was given by MGTOW before I could fully embrace it as my knowledge as opposed to simply having "book knowledge." Now I know, and now I am peaceful and happy.

I am now in a position mentally, as well as in other areas of life, to fully appreciate and live out the going my own way of living. I am enjoying the present and excited about the future.