Hey guys, throwaway because redditors are fuckheads who judge you based on the subreddits you post to. Just here to say, you guys are completely and totally right.

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I am two weeks out of an 11 year relationship, where i was faithful, devoted, and trying to be the 'perfect' partner. Everything she wanted to do, we did. Everything I wanted to do, she had a problem with, therefore we didn't do. Everything was down the middle, finances, bills....except it wasn't..It was heavily biased towards me spending, her saving. Now? I can't even afford to rent a place, I am disabled, so a higher paying job is out of the question. I'm still in 'our' house, as its in both our names, and the bitch can't kick me out. Shes making life shitty, to the point i'm debating being homeless. But I'm finally seeing how and who, she is.

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The wierd thing is, no matter all the badness, the not being able to afford food, my car, whatever...I feel fucking relieved I can finally be up front and say 'Fuck you, not my problem'. And I honestly, don't want her back. I've lived the last 11 years being a simp, and looking back, I can see what she is. Now I just want me, and my cats (fuck her, they are mine) out of here. Can concentrate on healing physically and mentally. Before I met her I was a happy go lucky, friendly, active guy....11 years later, i'm a paranoid, depressed, hermit. Havent smiled or laughed in what feels like fucking months.

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Edit - Switched to my other account, can't see my replies. Shadowbanned?

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