I'm the most stubborn fuck when it comes to going to see a doctor. In the years fighting in court and dealing with impossible financial and grieving stress, and stress from allegations, I just realized that I am permanently damaged. Even though I won shared custody,my pristine credit rating and balance sheet are totally ruined. I also have the following health issues:

I cannot sleep for longer than 2 hours straight. I have headaches and memory loss. I can no longer work out like I used to. I'm so tired I go to bed after supper and I'm wide awake all night. I cut out coffee.

I'm absolutely not looking for sympathy. I just want you to know that NO man is happily married after the honeymoon phase, and some like me walk through hell with the kids.

Stop being a sheep and don't listen to any fool telling you its a good decision to marry. We are indoctrinated but women are no trophy. They're acting like they are angels and deserving. Men are the angels. We all know a few.

Take care and GYOW.