Another one takes the same road

Long rant. TL;DR: fuck it all.

I have a group of friends who usually hang out together. We all have other friends, but it's kind of "the group". Some years ago, one of us (a total Chad Thundercock with women) started dating one of his hundred girls from Tinder. They started going serious, and he told to a couple of mutual friends that she was the more receptive sexual partner he never had.

I was 24 and a bit bluepilled yet. He 26 and a legendary fucker. She... 30. It was 2011. They went serious about their relationship and she caught him cheating a couple of times but still went to live together. In 2014 they engaged (I think is the word for people to decide to marry).

Of course, she caught him cheating again, and she called me. She started crying and told me what happened. Then said "What should I do? Cancell the wedding? I don't have time. I have to know another man, get to live with him, marry him... I won't have time to have children!"

This stuck in my mind pretty good. Never thought a woman would think like this. They married in 2015 and went to live in her town, because she said "If the marriage goes wrong I won't lose my friends and family" and used the cheating as negotiation card to presure him.

The "happy" couple had a child a year and a half later. The common joke on the group was "well, tell her the quarantine are 40 days, no 40 weeks". As far as we know, the wedding ring closed her legs for good. She wasn't that receptive anymore. I suspected that if someone says yes to everything, or you are the best coincident couple on the earth o she is ignorin her own preferences because she can’t afford it. When she feels secure, she WILL act according to her preferences and you won’t like it.

Around 2012 a friend with 28 started dating a 33 year old. I knew by then that people wait 3 months of pregnacy before anouncing it because the miscarriage risk decreases then. She told HIM about her pregnacy at 3 month mark... When I asked him if it the pregnacy was planned or accidental he went pale and said "Well, if happens happens".He didn’t and still hasn’t even a stable job. She studied psicology and works for the state, has her own flat… But none of the top guys looked at her anymore. My friend didn't deserve this shit.

Another one of us started dating a girl he met at work. They both worked in a hotel, as (those who carry the food to the rooms and stuff. Google translate says is “bellhop”, “bellboy”). It went good until she went no Switzerland to finish her cooking curse for 6 months. A week before coming back she said “I need time”, left the guy and started uploading photos with a dude to Facebook. She said he was clase mate and that they just meet each other the day after she dumped him xD

My damn cousin’s love life is like that. She dated a good dude who treated her really well, but she met a ripped bartender with a fast tongue and dumped the first dude without explanations. The she met a chef and dumped the bartender because she “didn’t feel the same anymore”. The chef dumped her and she started dating a very social guy who worshiped her. He lost the job and struggled to find a new one (in Spain isn’t easy thing right now). For a year and a half, she lost the fucking libido. She said it was not him, it was just her losing the libido.

Until she met and fucked a guy. Then said to the good boy what she did, and he offered to open the relation only in her side. She said no, that she wanted to go with the new guy. A year later, after a no string atached relationship she dumped the new guy because she needed to be free and travel. Three months later she started living with a client of her who she knew for some years. After six months of living together they announced their wedding for the coming summer. She is 31. He is a nice guy driving a bus. He won’t be difficult to dame, I suposse.

A girl friend of mine, when I was 25 said “I’m a Doctor, I won’t go with a low man” when she was shitting men because of her lonelyness. She studied fucking philology. PHILOLOGY xD. She started running and I asked if she was doing it to lose a couple kilos or just for fun. Her answer was “I don’t want to get skinnier. If I do a lot of flys (libidinous men)come to bother me” A couple of years later she came back (she passes a lot of time in northern France and we see each other when she comes to Basque Country), calls me and we met to take a icecream (she doesn’t drink). She suggest a walk on the beach and when we are enjoying the sunset starts talking about how she is thinking on having a baby of her own… No good men in sight… She has 33… And I sugest to take a donation sperm shot. She asks if I’m making an offer and the obvious answer was “fuck no”. The reply made me just say good bye: “why? It would be great”. She met a poor man 8 months ago and now “by accident” she is 3 month pregnat. Just told this morning on the whatsapp friend group. The poor bastard…

And now me. Im a month away from 30. My first relationship went from 15 to 23 years. I didn’t know how women where because my dad is another nice guy who worship women. I ate a lot of shit during that relationship. I started to rethink my point of view when for the second time, after dumping her bored of having sex every 2 months, she opened her legs automaticly when I said “I’m out”. This relation ended and I didn’t see her again for years.

A couple months after the breakup, I started seeing a girl who came to me after breaking with her boyfriend. Boring and needy, always looking depressed and draining me emotionally. I ended it after a year. Both were divorce daughters. I went with a friend’s sister (dick move, but it happened) for a couple of years but she was crazy as fuck and eventually I dumped her with the best words in order to keep the good relationship with my friend and his family. It went really good.

Now an then, when I was single i banged sometimes (not a lot, I’m not Chad sadly) some clients. Working as a bouncer you end up knowing a lot of people, and some girls like bouncers.

Two years ago i decided I didn’t want to be stuck there forever and started college. I’m studying Law, third year, and I see how girls think… and it’s discusting. They talk to me because Im a well bearded 29 year old 1.80cm bouncer with a car and they at their 22 years like getting any man’s atention. But, man… The things they do and say. I have been seeing a classmate since first year: nice body, pretty face, and that’s it. She is a lying, selfish, stingy girl who gives me the ¿study material? ¿notes? And I explain to her the difficult ¿subjects? Like Roman Law, Tax Law and those kind of things in exchange. I do what I want, and never imposse her anything, but I don’t let her shit test me or anything similar. She has some orbiting dudes about who she says “This is too nice, I like a man” “This one is to soft, like a girl” and this kind of things. Now and then I take a beer with some ex and we sleep together. She knows it and I made cristal clear that she can fuck whoever she want’s or not, but that I will do it any way.

At age 20 I wanted for my future a nice girl, a couple dogs (labrador if possible), a garden and some kids around. Now it has all changed. I’m reaching 30 in less than a month and instead of having the urge to make my own family all I want is make good money, take a good motorbyke, rifles (it doesn’t matter what they say, is really easy to get license and legal semi auto rifles on Spain), take beers with friends and have my fucking garden, my two dogs and that’s it.

Something is going really bad, but I don’t want to fix it. What I will do is to grab a large cube of popcorn, a beer, a couch and see shit hitting the fan. A lot of women without children, a lot of men disengaging from society… It won’t be good for married people and single women. We will smile and say “Fuck you”, and then we will open another beer. And we will drink and sing while Rome is looted.

The "¿?" are for words I'm not sure if they are correct. I'm spanish and have a porn-level english (yes, no, fuck and shit. That's all).

I really needed the rant. It feels a lot better.