I am quite literally a meme at school. It's bullying, in a way, but much harder to deal with than typical physical bullying. Why? People talk shit about me, but they do it subtly. It's like, you know they're talking about you, but if you walk over them and punch them, you'll look like a deranged asshole.

Why am I a meme? Long story short, I like to basically troll people to piss them off. I have decent, but not great, social skills, so I know I say crazy shit and that it pisses people off- for examples of some shit I said, I defended Hitler (even though I'm asian), said I was a communist (even though communism and fascism are different, lol), talked about killing babies, et cetera. Basically, I was an edgelord extreme. People thought I was serious and started hating me. I realized that the momentary enjoyment wasn't worth people being pissed off at me, but the damage has been done.

People make memes about me, talk shit about me, et cetera. I know I was being retarded, but I have to fix it. How?