Just ran into a girl I was pumping and dumped who has major issues and just went into bankruptcy in addition to having a criminal record.

She is a psycho, her brain and way of thinking is so fucked. I was always able to manipulate her, twist her perspective and make her apologize for “acting out” even tho her suspicions were always right I convinced her otherwise, played her like the slut she is.

She looked hella hot, and knowing what I just mentioned I can’t get her off my brain. I am so clouded by what’s on the surface, it’s stupid af I can’t manually override this.

I won’t act on it but still it is so fucked the way our brains are wired.

Any tips for minimizing this wiring in the future? It’s a distraction and I’d rather not think about it, but that ass; I wanna defile her, bad.