I'm 19 premedical student at UND in North Dakota. Throughout my life my overarching conceptual metaphor for thought has been largely red pill in nature. I've come to the realization what I want from a women, rational and valuable, is highly unlikely at this point in my life. I realize that the vast majority of females in my state are absolutely worthless and offer little more than sex. Thus my transition into the MGTOW mindset. Yet, I still want sex. How and why did you overcome this desire? Is there a way to balance the two or will this just be red pill thinking?