Ignore all you want, but I will say it.

EDIT:KEEP downvoting.

All of us here are looking for change, and we are fighting a battle within ourselves to let go of things we cannot change. This a family of men, and I’m happy I found you. The problem though, is that not all of us can change the way we read on this sub every day. It’s not easy for all of us, but it is possible and plausible for majority of the people here. But what about those who can’t change the way you all talk about? What if for whatever reason (may be deformity on the face or body) this individual can’t be accepted by society? What then? What if no matter how hard you try, you just can’t. I believe we refer to this type of person as an Omega. I mean I come to this sub every day, expecting to find ways to help me, and all see are comment like “as long as you are not hideous” or “as long as you’re not deformed” etc. How is that supposed to make someone like me feel. And hen you mock the individual that he is afraid of talking to people or being a little bitch.

Anyway, I have accepted the fact that only way is through surgery, but then I read and hear things like, “surgery isn’t the answer”, “that’s a little too far”. Well, FUCK YOU! You have no idea being in a family and no one wants to take a picture with you. How someone will stare at you for minutes with a puzzled look on their face, trying to figure you out. How your so called friends lie to your face that there is nothing wrong with but then turn around and joke about it. You have no Idea how it feels to be mocked every. Single. Day. You wake up in the morning and you have to find a new way to deal with the same old shit. Except it never gets old. Every single time, it stings like it was the first time at the age of 8.

I come to this sub looking to better myself. But almost every single time, my problem is either used as an unsolvable situation or is joke about. And I leave feeling alone. Fuck pussy, fuck friends, and fuck relationships. Why is it hard for people to accept what we both know? I believe the main reason why people kill themselves is for this reason, no one can truly understand the depth of how an individual feels. And you all wonder why people shoot up schools or commit suicides in droves. It is because when the problem seems banal or extreme, people turn their backs.

I don’t know what I’m trying to say.

EDIT:Tell it to this guy. https://www2.aofoundation.org/AOFileServerSurgery/MyPortalFiles?FilePath=/Surgery/en/_img/surgery/01-Diagnosis/95a/95-D020_p100_540.jpg